The ballad of Grand River Water, may be? 😂😂

Half asleep, half asleep, half asleep I lie,

With animated thoughts running  in my brain,

Under the still dark night sky!

Many a fathom, many a fathom, many a fathom below,

In my mind's bar with a heart so charred, 

thoughts just come and go!

Once I slept by the pedestal fan side -

Six feet and an inch tall

But it just wouldn't happen now, 

For unknwon reasons - that's all!

Still

A soul that simply refuses to rest,

Inspite of attempts at Divine quest,

Blocking superficial identities in all its streams,

A phyrric victory? 

So it seems!

Not knowing if you are in a languished spot,

Or the bright side of a sunny lot,

I sometimes just wish you look inside,

And see I never quite left your side!

The Universe is generally kind,

With a truck load of its stark warning signs - 

And yet I just simply took,

The foundation for what it seemed and looked!

Mistakes are aplenty,

Be sure - there's no dearth of it.

Recognition isn't redemption,

A reminder - with its own hook.

I never meant to pen these lines,

Closer to Valentine time,

If you happen to read this anytime,

Just do realize - you are still missed big time.